For example, I tend to continue, even though I know it is a poor habit, to stay up later than I had intended. You ever do that? Keep doing something you know you could do better and drop the ball? Even had this knowing that you would?
That inner knowing, that thought of “I need to get to bed on time (sigh- but I won’t)? It’s that way of talking to yourself that trips you up! The Creator made us creators, just on a smaller level. When we use the word “need”, the universal vibration is “ok, we’ll let you need it.” And there you go! You get to “need” it!
And then, the second, unspoken part, is our internal, egoic, limited belief that we aren’t good enough, capable – and we sabotage ourselves to support that. Because, as we head off to sleep later, or have difficulty waking up, we get to have thoughts like “I’m so horrible, I knew I should’ve gone to bed earlier – what’s wrong with me – I’m such a screwup” – you know the negative thoughts you have. And these thoughts then create inner hatred and,more experiences like that, because the universe will grant those too. You’ve just created it – you wonderful creator you!
Even more than the occasional, low energy, prayer for help, the more energetic self-hatred thoughts and words are overpowering those weakly energetic prayers/wishes . You can create something different by putting more focus on it and energy (read emotionally loving, divine energy) behind the positive you want in your life. Experiment! It really works! (Especially when we let the Creator guide us!)